I’m afraid I’ll never finish college. I’m afraid I’ll finish college with student loans I can never pay back. I’m afraid I’ll get a degree and won’t be able to find a job in that field. I’m afraid I’ll get a degree, get the job I dreamed of, and hate it.
— A Mental Illness Happy Hour (via l0nelym3rmaid)
(Source: insensiblenothingness, via sleepingxmoon)
This is so important
(Source: lizgillies, via marcelynthehuman)
the night i turned 19 and got fucked senselessly in a hotel room.
i need a bottle of wine and a tub of ice cream
laying in my bed crying because i love jordan so fucking much and i’m a big baby and hate having to say goodbye to him every time we are together. i hate driving so far to see him and i hate he can never spend the night with me and i just
i’m a big baby
i feel lost
YOU KNOW YOURE IN TOO DEEP WHEN YOU PICTURE YOURSELF SNUGGLING IN BED NEXT TO THEM OR WHEN YOU ARE DOING SOMETHING FUN AND WISH THEY WERE THERE TO SHARE THAT MOMENT WITH YOU OR THE WORST IS WHEN YOU SEE SOMETHING AND THINK OH THEY WOULD LIKE THAT
I love you, but I’m mad at you is one of the most freeing, important things you can say in a stable relationship. Does that make sense? To know that you have the ability and the right to be mad at someone and know that it doesn’t mean things are over, that it doesn’t mean things are irreparable. That it just means I’m mad, but God, I love you. I love you. Now leave me alone.
— Unknown (via unlively)
(Source: brighteryellow, via jennaanne01)
the thing is, i look at you and i just smile. i laugh and my heart feels so heavy and light at the same time. i can’t stand to be in your presence for more than five minutes without touching your leg or running my hand through your hair or putting my ring and pinky finger in your hand. i go a week without you and i feel diminished. weak. like a part of me is missing. after a long day, after work absolutely tears me apart and i can finally lay down and relax, all i think about is how you should be there beside me.
i love you. i love you so much more than I ever planned to love anyone.
i’m not scared anymore.